Man life is so rough and there is always something no matter what over and over
that aggravates and annoys you and its just like people know when to press your fucking buttons at the worst time
i figured id check out this blogger and see how it does me
i cant believe im 23 and i feel i have not accomplished anything in the past two years that i can say is on my own . im going to to be 24 in two months and that blows i feel like i am getting older and just rotting.
i have a great boyfriend who takes very good care of me and we get along great but if me and him were to ever break up id be so fucked it aint even funny. im pretty lucky thou too cuz we have a tattoo shop together and a nice house and furniture which im not used to coming from shitholes and ghettos. its nice but still hard to get used.
i wish i could go to sleep Ive already taken two Xanax and smoked two blunts bout to roll another one to see if i can fall sleep maybe to a book or something i dont know whats wrong with me
there is so much going thru my head and i cant express it Ive got alot on my shoulders too its so hard to run the business and be a good girlfriend and step mom all day everyday and i miss my family and friends from up north and down and cocoa beach and i want a break and i cant take one....
theres so much...
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